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| Can I just be happy again? Is that too much to ask for? I just feel so miserable. I'm still not back with him. I just hate being alone, the worse thing to be. I wish I could be in his arms,him holding me tight and telling me loves me. I don't really know if that will happen any time soon or ever. I wish I could think positive. I just have too many negative thoughts buddled inside of me. It's so hard for me to talk to him about us. He says he understands, but I know he really doesn't. Because if he did he would make the effort to at least work things out with me. I'm really the only one trying here. I wish I could just say "fuck it", but I'm so deeply in love with this man. It's hard to just get over him, or even try to. I hate how things ended. If only I can turn things back around, I would in a heart beat. I would make our relationship easier, so we wouldn't fight and argue as much as we did. I think that was the biggest problem we had. But, yeah we'll see what happens..... | | |
| Why am I so sad right now? Why is everything in my life going so wrong? I feel like everyone's out to get me. I might not be the world's nicest person, but I do deserve to be happy. I'm just so depressed lately, mainly because me and ace broke up. It's been the saddest 3 months of my life by far. I'm just not the same without him. I know it sounds pathetic, but it's true. I'm a sucker for LOVE. I'm a sucker for him. I know deep down inside he loves me, but why not be with me then? Why can't we have our relationship back? I've been so good lately not to stress too much about it. I'm trying to go with the flow, but it seems to not work at all. I can't stop thinking about him. I miss him so much, I miss "US". It's hard for me to sleep at night not having him next to me like i was used to. I loved waking up next to him. I just felt more comfortable and secure, now I just feel unwanted. It's so hard to not see him either. I say to myself, be strong and you'll be okay. But, you know what? It isn't that simple. My life for the past 4 years has been evolved around him. I gave him my mind,body,soul and especially my heart. Why break it? I gave him everything he wanted. I guess it wasn't enough as I thought it would be. I hate feeling the way I feel right now. Why is he doing this to me? Why is he making me suffer? I just want to be with him. I love him. I need him. I miss him. I just hope he realizes before it's too late ....... | | |
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